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“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”
-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma
Any form of Istighfar will do, inshAllah, but if you can't remember any of them, just say "Astaghfirullah" sincerely. And see how Allahﷻ will open the door of goodness for you.
Dr. Sheikh Haifaa Younis
